It is easy to blame a busy schedule and too little time. I know that's an excuse, not a valid reason. And not even a good excuse. I find the time to write my weekly contribution to Sifted Together, the blog I co-author. I write a monthly devotion that is distributed by our church. I helped Blueper B write a post on his blog every day during the month of May. I have faithfully taken a photo a day for four and a half years. Yes. Time is at a premium some days, but I manage to accomplish all those tasks to which I have a commitment. Apparently I have not made a serious commitment to regularly writing and posting here despite knowing deep within that that is something that I want to do.
Admitting to a lack of a commitment, I was still in search of a reason, a reason that I am able to keep so many other commitments but not this one. Here's what I am exploring. I think that perhaps social media, Facebook and, too some extent, Instagram, might be the issue. I post my daily photos to both, usually with a bit of verbiage that places the photo into the context of the day. My day is usually what I write about here. Once I have posted my photo, I feel like I have said what I have to say and to write a blog post is redundant even though what I write here is usually a more developed version of my daily musings. I don't know that this revelation about my relationship with social media is the real reason for my inconsistent blogging. If it's not, at least I have a point from which to depart on my quest for the real reason.
For the time being, I will continue to post my photos on Facebook and Instagram, but I am going to refrain from writing any commentary to go along with them and save that for here. We'll see what happens.
So here is today's photo...
...taken at a local park at the blue hour, that magical time of day right after sunset (or right before sunrise) when the minimal light bathes the subject in a veil of blue thanks to the residual indirect sunlight that is below the horizon. This image is intentionally unfocused. Art mirrors life. At the moment, I am feeling a bit unfocused and like my world has been colored blue. Beginning again here is a first step to regaining some clarity, particularly with my creative life.
Today, right here in writing, I am making a commitment to post something here every day throughout the month of June. If I can do it for Blueper B. I can do it for me!
