Lately I have found a few moments where my body is still, but in that physical stillness, my mind continues to race furiously onward. In fact, my mind seems even busier when my body is still. This cycle of never being at peace has been tough on me this week. It seems that for every step that I have taken with the hope that it will bring a little calm, there is a stronger force that pushes me backward and my frantic mental movement continues. This is not a good place for me to be. I realize that I am trying to do to many different things, all of which I enjoy, but taken together cause my actions, thoughts, and intentions to be disjunct and unfocused. Something has got to change. I'm not sure what, but something...
